2007-04-12T21:06:00.011+08:00

I'M HERE! =)
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update more soon.

2007-04-11T15:01:00.000+08:00

do I have 2 phrase everything out. 2 show every1 how I feel? cant I have some slience? cant U guys stop questioning. orhh well. if U want, can U guys just laugh, and pls go away after that. cos I'm disgusted. U guys r just making me more and more down. so, SHUT UP. pls go away b4 I flare. idiots. ENOUGH.
BROKE DOWN TWICE. and so I dun wanna cry anymore. thank you. "why are you sad?" orhh. U'll know the reason why. every1 is soo sarcastic. so this is life? with insensitive people around? now I know how horrendous people can b. knowing how downcast U r, but still provoking U like nobody's business. I hate everyone! and so, start hating me.

maybe need a year, a month, a week 2 4get. or never. I still cant get over it. give me some PEACE, pls. it's getting annoying. I cant take it. I'm tired, I really am.

I'm stuck! with so much 2 say. I know so much. I know what's right and what's wrong. but I just cant say. I cant. I'm not supposed 2. but I'm super stuck! it's making me pissed. pissed with myself. I'm not siding any1. I dun want 2. I'm not changing any1, I dun wish 2. give me sometime 2 cool myself down. give me some space 2 move myself. give me some air 2 breathe. I'm suffering. it's hell. how can I not worry? how can I rest in Peace? when everything shows that I'm not done with it. some1 still needs my help. how can I leave? I cant.

am I being discouraging? are U guys 2 naive? but still, I cant. I choose 2 accept it. cos I know nothing can change the reality. isnt that so?

And I still love Swiss Winds.

LOVE ME.